most of 7th grade felt like a blur but atleast i had you

from january to march everyday was the same
wake up, go to school, talk to you when you were available via -- this i still find funny -- pinterest, go home
my mom took my phone so i only had my school ipad. but i still could talk to you and thats all that mattered to me at the time
it feels bittersweet looking back on that time because i was miserable. but at least i had you
i tried killing myself back then. maybe someday ill finish the job, but for now i have you, and thats all that matters to me.